Apparently tears don’t run out.

Yesterday I was told (by a man) that women are stronger than men and can endure through way more than a man can and it is simply because women cry more.

We cry more.

I don’t know about other women but I cry A LOT.

probably way more than a normal woman should.

I cry when I am hurt

I cry when I am sad

I cry when I think about how I was basically cheated out of a life

I cry when I think of death

I cry when I think of losing the people that I love

I cry when I have to daily watch someone basically kill themselves

I cry because I am tired

I cry because my kids hardly listen

I cry because my 2 year old won’t talk

I cry because when I talk I am never heard

I cry because I am actually weak on the inside

I cry when I am lied too

I cry because of my daddy issues

I cry because my mother never loved me

I cry because I have no idea what the fuck to do

I cry because I have no idea how I got to this point

I cry because I cant get away from what is making me cry

I cry because of psych meds stealing my life and mind for the last 15 years

I cry because every day I gain a little more clarity

a little more sanity

a little more strength

and I cry because I don’t know what to do with it.

I cry because I want somebody to fix all of this

I cry because I know that isn’t going to happen.

 

You would cry too.

 

 

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