Yesterday I was told (by a man) that women are stronger than men and can endure through way more than a man can and it is simply because women cry more.
We cry more.
I don’t know about other women but I cry A LOT.
probably way more than a normal woman should.
I cry when I am hurt
I cry when I am sad
I cry when I think about how I was basically cheated out of a life
I cry when I think of death
I cry when I think of losing the people that I love
I cry when I have to daily watch someone basically kill themselves
I cry because I am tired
I cry because my kids hardly listen
I cry because my 2 year old won’t talk
I cry because when I talk I am never heard
I cry because I am actually weak on the inside
I cry when I am lied too
I cry because of my daddy issues
I cry because my mother never loved me
I cry because I have no idea what the fuck to do
I cry because I have no idea how I got to this point
I cry because I cant get away from what is making me cry
I cry because of psych meds stealing my life and mind for the last 15 years
I cry because every day I gain a little more clarity
a little more sanity
a little more strength
and I cry because I don’t know what to do with it.
I cry because I want somebody to fix all of this
I cry because I know that isn’t going to happen.
You would cry too.