No lives matter until black lives matter!!!! Continue reading “All Lives Matter…”
I think sometimes we need to remember that its ok to let go and that something better is definitely coming. Its also ok to let go of our idea of how things are supposed to go or be. I have … Continue reading Patience Truly Is A Conquering Virtue.
How many of us keep ourselves in a perpetual place of self torture? Are you stuck in a relationship that is toxic because you can’t let go? Are you being taken advantage of by a family member but can’t set … Continue reading Stop Living In Perpetual Hell.
During this journey of finding myself and growing I have read so much about different things and have dabbled in the twin flame and relationships realm of information and I guess I use that as a guide in a way. … Continue reading Love Can Find Me. I’m Done Looking.
I am a hostage. I was diagnosed with Bi Polar Disorder during a 36 day stay in rehab for drug addiction. That was over 10 years ago in 2009 and I will say that only now am I really learning … Continue reading A Hostage Situation.
I don’t know where to start but I do know that I avoid writing because I do not want to confront these real situations and feelings in my life. If you follow me on social media, you’ll see that I … Continue reading A shit show. Blo[g][po]etry.
Don’t ever let somebody, especially in a relationship, make you feel like your feelings aren’t valid. There is nothing worse than being in a relationship and feeling alienated from it. Sure, anybody can be overreactive at times and turn small … Continue reading Being Alone Is Better Than Not Being Heard.
So I haven’t written about this in a full on way, aside from school work pertaining to the COVID-19 pandemic and I just wanted to rap about a few things. 1. The media. Ok, I get it, absolutely! The media … Continue reading Toilet Paper & Meat Shortages Oh My…
I am bothered. My relationship ended for the last and final time and it has taught me a lot of lessons. Like, never settle, never feel like you need to be a certain way for somebody to like you, you … Continue reading Don’t date down in emotional intelligence.
Sadness fills my eyes and runs down my cheeks and pools beneath me in a bottomless void loneliness wraps its arms around me cold and empty my old friend broken pieces is what I feel like I have become mangled … Continue reading mood translated to words (I’m good)
Lonliness here we are againThink I would have learned To nieve and to caringTo trust againAnd yet I just cant help myself Beginning to see clearlyThings will never changeTheres no reason to tryNot if its only on one side This is not what I expectedBut also exactly what I expectedMy heart wasnt even healed from beforeThe pieces again just easily tore Pushed asideNo team in mindSo quickly the script changesOur whole life, we’ll just rearrange itFake it How can I even be madI should have known this would beThe outcomeBut still, im sad Its hard to existAnd to know what … Continue reading Lonliness and poetry
I know, I fall off from writing like nobody’s business. Truth is, I still have some big fun plans but the semester smacked me right in the face as my hardest semester yet! Now that things are all ‘covidy’, and … Continue reading Yikes… hey!