During this journey of finding myself and growing I have read so much about different things and have dabbled in the twin flame and relationships realm of information and I guess I use that as a guide in a way. … Continue reading Love Can Find Me. I’m Done Looking.
I am a hostage. I was diagnosed with Bi Polar Disorder during a 36 day stay in rehab for drug addiction. That was over 10 years ago in 2009 and I will say that only now am I really learning … Continue reading A Hostage Situation.
I don’t know where to start but I do know that I avoid writing because I do not want to confront these real situations and feelings in my life. If you follow me on social media, you’ll see that I … Continue reading A shit show. Blo[g][po]etry.
Don’t ever let somebody, especially in a relationship, make you feel like your feelings aren’t valid. There is nothing worse than being in a relationship and feeling alienated from it. Sure, anybody can be overreactive at times and turn small … Continue reading Being Alone Is Better Than Not Being Heard.
So I haven’t written about this in a full on way, aside from school work pertaining to the COVID-19 pandemic and I just wanted to rap about a few things. 1. The media. Ok, I get it, absolutely! The media … Continue reading Toilet Paper & Meat Shortages Oh My…
I am bothered. My relationship ended for the last and final time and it has taught me a lot of lessons. Like, never settle, never feel like you need to be a certain way for somebody to like you, you … Continue reading Don’t date down in emotional intelligence.
Sadness fills my eyes and runs down my cheeks and pools beneath me in a bottomless void loneliness wraps its arms around me cold and empty my old friend broken pieces is what I feel like I have become mangled … Continue reading mood translated to words (I’m good)
Lonliness here we are againThink I would have learned To nieve and to caringTo trust againAnd yet I just cant help myself Beginning to see clearlyThings will never changeTheres no reason to tryNot if its only on one side This is not what I expectedBut also exactly what I expectedMy heart wasnt even healed from beforeThe pieces again just easily tore Pushed asideNo team in mindSo quickly the script changesOur whole life, we’ll just rearrange itFake it How can I even be madI should have known this would beThe outcomeBut still, im sad Its hard to existAnd to know what … Continue reading Lonliness and poetry
I know, I fall off from writing like nobody’s business. Truth is, I still have some big fun plans but the semester smacked me right in the face as my hardest semester yet! Now that things are all ‘covidy’, and … Continue reading Yikes… hey!
I totally understand the drive and motivation to find love and somebody to share your life with, I do! As a libra, I am not meant to be alone… but also at this point in my life I am realizing … Continue reading Self-Love Rant.
Several times today on social media from various platforms, and different friends and acquaintances and people that I do not even know, a similar theme was arising. “I am nervous/scared that people will think (fill in the blank)…” …. “I … Continue reading Take the plunge! (with some sociological reference)
Last night my best friend and I went out for a girls night, which we have not done in almost a year! It was so necessary! We drank and talked and danced and laughed and ate! It was such an … Continue reading Necessity of Friends