The Struggle is Real

Why is it so hard to quit something that is so bad for you? I have spent the weekend weening with smoking cigarettes and will officially try to smoke zero cigarettes tomorrow. I don’t understand how something so deadly and so addictive is legal. I have quit so many things; hard drugs, gluten, most meats, but when it comes to cigarettes, I feel so helpless and powerless. Addiction is such a bitch! I know that I am my own worst enemy and need to get out of my own way. I guess I am writing this as a way to … Continue reading The Struggle is Real

Like A Warrior

She waited for changeShe stayedShe thought it would get betterBut she was wrong Through turmoil and painThunder and rainShe cried for daysJust wanting to run away She waited for changeShe stayedShe thought it would get betterBut she was wrong There was love at the beginningOr so she believedBut she was wrongShe was fighting a war she would not winAt least not in the way that she thought She held onShe screamedShe fought for her lifeShe prayedShe beggedHelp She waited for changeShe stayedShe thought it would get betterBut she was wrong FinallyA choice that was made through herBut not by herSomething … Continue reading Like A Warrior

Let Go

Its time to let it all go and liveWe must healWe must forgive othersBut more importantlyWe must forgive ourselves Forgive ourselves for the times when we were weakFor the times when we were cruelFor the times when we didn’t know any betterFor the times that were accidentsFor the times that were out of our control Forgiveness is the key to livingAnd many can’t do thisAnd why is that?Self-love is in lack Maybe we believe we don’t deserve loveEspecially if we think that we do not deserve forgivenessBut forgiveness is up to usWe are in charge and we have to know … Continue reading Let Go