What do you do When you feel like you don’t belong Like a lost dog. And feel so trapped at the same time. Like trying to climb out from a hole that has no bottom, that you can’t seem to get out of. Clawing at the dirt… All while it keeps caving in on you…. Suffocating. This life is forcing me to use strength That I never knew I had There is no “call home” Whenever things get bad. There is no savior. Just me. Fighting this battle. Alone. After what I thought I knew Turned out … Continue reading in short. don’t give up. you can’t.
The struggle To survive Is so real When your mind is working against you daily. And all of the time. How do you live When you only think about dying? You simply survive. Every day of my life The thoughts don’t stop Especially lately Becoming unstable, then… Choosing my own demise… I was weak. However, I don’t recall being in the drivers seat Of my mind at that point in time… I don’t need to be under the influence to make bad decisions. My brain does that just fine on its own. But… “that’s … Continue reading Therapy.